I didn't go to school today. Haha. There's nothing left for me to do back in school so I decided to stay home and worry about nothing. Whoopie! 
I'm currently developing my own real genre of music that I totally love. Yes, it's confirmed already. It's Alternative Rock.  As any one who knew me since I was a kid, I loved Pop songs and Rythm and Blues (RnB). But it seems that I'm growing up (not in height, though  )... I can see myself really loving the music I listen to nowadays. I don't follow the Hit Charts anymore.
I've listened to a lot of songs lately. But only some struck me because of the lyrics or the message of the song.
I'll give a list of the songs I listen to MOST lately and give some lines from those songs.
... In these times of doing what you're told
You keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart...
... Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight...
... What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart...
... Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe...
- "Lights and Sounds" by Yellowcard
Hello you
How was the rest?
You made it through
But never the less
I got you, out on a wire
You be love and I'll be a liar
Tell it all and fill up the air
But make it loud 'cause nobody's there
Nobody's there...
... Stop, turn, take a look around
At all the lights and sounds
Let 'em bring you in
Slow, burn, let it all fade out
And pull the curtain down
I Wonder where you've been...
... Smile big, for everyone
Even when you know what they've done
They gave you the end but not where to start
Not how to build, how to tear it apart
So tell it all and fill up the air
But make it loud 'cause nobody's there
Nobody's there...
... I'm the enemy in the enemies now...
... All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now...
... What couldn't be, wouldn't be now
Hold your hands up to the sky and try
so hard to rise above
But everything is beating down.
... And for some reason I just (can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this (enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you...
... And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?...
... If I could, fly away
Ooo and I wouldn’t come back no more
I, I’d turn around,
Just to see you for the last time,
See, now I know
Hey, that it won’t be easy
I done fought in a battle, and I done made it this far
I gotta few more feet, but it's still the longest yard...
- "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid...
... My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with...
On my way for the day I find no sorrow
Everyday is all the same there's no tomorrow
And I feel like I feel
Cause it's cold here where you left me
Hey I think that someday I might need you somehow
I, I think I might have loved you
These things I said but you were
A million miles away
A million miles away
On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking
And I know it's all but gone
It only served to make me cry
And I feel like I feel
Cause it's black here with your memory
On my way for the day I find no sorrow
- "Broken" by Seether and Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore...
So there you go. I find them lovely.
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